May 19, 2011

I have a problem with everything, I guess.

I can't even sign on to Facebook without being pissed off. 

It seems like EVERYTHING these days is so fucking dramatic!! I don't know why every time I log into my social networking sites, all I see is complaining and bitching and DRAMA (although I guess I'm a hypocrite, because I'm bitching and complaining right now). I just don't freaking understand why everbody has to post snide, bitchy little comments. It's like the cool thing these days to post rants to unnamed people airing every little detail of any existing drama. I just really don't understand why people hide (because that's exactly what they're doing) behind a computer screen. Because it doesn't run them the risk of getting hit in the face? Let's be honest, that's what some of these people deserve. A good old fashioned bitch slap.

Now don't get me wrong here: I'm not trying to crucify anyone who posts about having a bad day or feeling negative. I get it; some days, you just feel like shit (believe me when I say I have soooo been there). But when you post shit that is meant to hurt someone's feelings, the SOLE REASON being because you know that person will see it and be hurt by it....I just can't understand why people have to do that kind of thing.

I don't know....maybe I'm being a hypocritical dumb ass right now. But doesn't it seems like we can keep our private issues, oh, I don't know.....PRIVATE?!?




-S

May 10, 2011

Look, I renamed my blog.

So yeah....

Finals Week!

I hate finals week with the passion of a thousand burning suns. This is the time of year where I'm staying up until 4 in the morning before an 8 am exam to finish writing notecards. Yes, I know, you do better when you sleep, but somehow, this doesn't apply to me. I took my English exam this morning, and either I was completely delirious from lack of sleep, or I fucking ACED IT! Red Bull is my friend more than ever this week....I must...surviiiiiiiiiive.

I've gotten fairly lucky this year in that I'm taking finals that I'm either really interested in or aren't that hard to study for. {Did I mention that procrastination is the lovely cause for all these 4 am study sessions? Yes, I know, bad Sam.  -_- } I have a feeling that I've actually done well enough over these courses to make some really solid grades on my exams. Hopefully this means I'm getting better at school-ish type things and what have you....

Theatre Banquet

For this year's Thespian Banquet at my alma mater, my former theater teacher is being recognized for his tenth year at the school. The tech theater teacher got in touch with me and asked me to come tell a couple of stories and talk to the crowd. I think it will be fun...I went all geeky and made a notecard of what I want to say so I don't go off on some crazy ass tangent and start dropping f-bombs in front of my former teachers. I mean, I'm a pretty blunt person, but you gotta have some respect for the people that forced you through the awkwardness that was being a teenager. We'll see how it goes; I've always gotten good grades in public speaking. Not to mention, I'm an actor and want to do this kind of shit for a living....see....there I go again.

9:58: Banquet was great. Didn't cuss or make a fool of myself. And I have to say, its really a wonderful thing to see that the kids who go to my high school now are just as passionate and excited about acting as I am. Gives me hope.

-S